October 2009
2 posts
Let's Put a Smile on Even if it is Fake
As said before in my last post still stands, though I am trying to fill up my schedule to clog the hole of being lonely. I realize that the time I get home there is no one to talk to who wants to talk or it’s someone I don’t want to talk to… I’ve recently gone through so much things and touched upon the past, deleting it and wishing maybe it might’ve been better if...
Oct 9th
Oh Such Trivial Matters
I guess it hasn’t wanted to sink in fully to my heart yet of the event currently. I’m wondering something though of what happened after. I cried but my chest recently feels as though it went numb and I feel nothing. I know when to show emotion, thus the only one at the moment is laughter and happiness. I don’t want anyone anymore to know what’s behind the door I...
Oct 5th